One of THOSE Days

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Today has been one of THOSE days, where you wake up to a problem. Okay, to be fair I didn’t learn about the problem until about an hour after I woke up, but since I had been planning to crawl back under the covers, it still counts.

It’s also been when one of those days, where I’ve found myself craving the touch of a Dom. I noticed that I didn’t have an emotional feeling about something that should’ve caused a great emotinal response, and thought to myself that I was going into automatic survival mode. Let me clarify that statement, the information I received is by no means a danger to me in any way. Survival mode for me means, I don’t have time to feel anything emotionally, I just need to take care of the problem.

Today, was different from most of the times I’ve gone into survival mode; I actually noticed that I wasn’t/still haven’t had an emotional reaction. That’s why I need a Dom. If I had a Dom, I know that he would be able to spank or flog me until I was able to connect to my emotions. I know he would be able to monitor my reactions, and determine if I’ve reached the point where I am actually processing things. He would be able to “make me” tell him what’s wrong, and how I’m feeling. But most importantly, he would be there once I have begun to process my emotions and he would provide me with the care that I need.

Plus, I wouldn’t remind playing with my Dom, either 😉